How could I have loved

Sometimes I wonder …
In all those years not too long ago
How could I have slept through the nights
Without knowing you’d be there tomorrow
How could I have faced the days
Before I’ve ever known you at all
How could I have felt at home
Without being at your side
How could I have had hopes
Before you started filling them
But most of all I wonder
In all those years not too distant away
How could I have lived my life without you
How could I have loved before I love you

22 Mar 99, 19:00